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Life can be shitty...believe me, I know. Sometimes I feel like it's so shitty that I think maybe I was supposed to be a toilet in my life but somebody fucked up and I came out as a human.

Hahaha I love it though.
Time and time again I get reminded of the simplicity of life and at the same time, the beauty in it.
I'd like to thank these people whom remind me of this.

"Hi,

my name's Christopher Joseph. You can call me CJ if it pleases you. Now, i know that you already knew all that but I just feel like it's been so long that we've spoken that you might have forgotten all that jazz. I'm not really sure if what I'm about to say will sound right or even if it will come out the way I want it to. But my feelings right now are just so explosive haha that I don't really care. Dude...I've fucking missed you, you know? Like jesus christ...so much. I'm sorry things happened the way they had to. You're probably tired of hearing that, I know. In fact you probably don't even want to hear me ramble on right now, so I'll keep this short;

I would give anything in the world right now to be with you"

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Not sure what to do anymore. I mean...I have a very, very basic guideline to what should be happening.

But nothing ever seems to go according to plan, right? Right.

"never realized"

like the back of my hand, i know your face
like a backup man, i'm in my place
overpowering cowards got you stuck in a firm grip
learn shit while we talk on the phone
like a stalker at home i'm steady researching your bones
structure, dependency, foundation;
three keys to your life but hardship's what you're facing
try and strip away the stripes and scars from your body
from development and love i will nurture what you taught me
shape shift your self confidence and love who you are
double buckle up your seat and take off to the stars
refuel at the sun and ride the waves like a jet ski
find yourself in trouble? i'll be right where you left me
here again to hear a sad story but your man is so boring that you start to bore me
how can this happen when i was so in love?
dirty dimes a dozen; they really don't give a fuck
dirty rhymes they lovin but dirty shine is nothing
cause thirty lines are whack when dirty dimes they fuckin
what on earth will it take to have your hand gripped in mine?
this whole earth's real simple, but you're an intracate design
would never take advantage, those fools could try and pay me
but it's priceless when i see your lips talk and call be baby
the voices of the past reveal our precious future
by your side, by your mind, whenever wherever you hurt.

my mind, lately

The Los Angeles Lakers:
Been watching these fools a lot lately. I am enjoying the fact that Kobe has matured so much!
No more arrogance, or cockyness...so when it comes around, it's appreciated a lot more haha.



Marvin Gaye:
Mr Gaye has proven time and time again to me that there are no male vocalist in today's current music worth listening to.
Maybe you should try him out!




San Francisco:
I guess it really isn't San Francisco in particular...just big cities, in general. I mean Los Angeles is cool and everything but I'd like to go to other ones (Chicago, San Fran, New York, Seattle, Tampa, etc etc).
FUCKIN LET'S GO! Fuuuuuuck


LAST BUT NOT LEAST!!!
This movie is always on my mind though.
Let me present to you one of my favorite scenes from a movie. Ever. Hahaha

two thousand and nine

I am fully prepared for what you have to offer me...

Hollerhollerhollerrrr